Extraordinary.

EMPTY.

I FEEL SO EMPTY

3 more days to camp

sigh. Ai ni lah. =( what to do? suffer lor. Sian ~ =(

what's with you fanny? Don't get fucked up by those fucked up lies. It's not gonna change anw. Forget it alright?

YOU JUST GONNA LIVE WITH IT. WHETHER YOU HAVE IT OR NOT. YOU GOTTA' LIVE WITH IT. UNDERSTAND? STOP BEING IGNORANT AND NAIVE. IT'S NOT GONNA COME TRUE OKAY? WHATEVER FUCKING DREAMS OF YOURS IT'S NOT GONNA COME TRUE. EVEN IF YOU WISH FOR IT FOR 200010023 HOURS, IT'S NOT GONNA COME TRUE. ____ IS NOT SOMETHING THAT IS MEANT FOR YOU, IT IS NOT! DON'T FUCKING THINK OF IT ANYMORE. YOU'LL JUST FUCKING SUFFER AND ~~EMO~~. HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU, LIVE WITH IT. YOU'VE GOT NO MONEY, LIVE WITH IT. FRIENDS COME AND GO, LIVE WITH IT. JUST LIVE WITH THOSE FUCKING FUCKED UP NONSENSE THAT GOD HAS PLAN FOR YOU WHEN YOU'RE ALIVE. BE GLAD THAT YOU'RE AT LEAST ALIVE THAN HALF DEAD OR EVEN DEAD. sighs...

♥

that's not my heart.

it'll never be.

when i say i hate you, i mean it.(duh!) BUT when i say i love you, i mean it even more. understand?